Lights, take my worries away!

Ah! These lights. I just love them. I just love how they change from red to blue to green to red again. I love how the lights literally dance infront of my eyes. Its weird how this spectacle never comes to life when im at ground level or when I’m actually having a good day, I always witness this amazing show when im either having one of my worst days or when im here at this roof top.

There is no place else I’d rather be than here right now. My sanctuary. I always feel so alive and carefree when im here, the rest of the world can just go to hell. The lights change shape and start to dance all around me. Like an eager little boy, I jump up and clap my hands. Im mesmerized by this grandeur. I laugh out in appreciation. I don’t care; I know there is no one around to look at me, or to share this exhibition with me. My arm hurts and I look at it to find a bruise over my forearm. I don’t remember how it got there. I ignore it. The lights will heal it in due time, im sure.

The glitter and the fuzziness are too fascinating. It leaves my presence and moves away from me, hovering over the ledge. I know what I have to do, follow it. This feeling is eternal, its here to stay. I let myself loose. I follow the lights off the roof. They carry me in the air. I’ve never felt better. Im flying with the lights as they gently bring me to the ground a few hundred feet below. The impact is not what I was expecting. I hit the sidewalk hard and my jaw dislocates, my ribs are pushed into my chest, my arm is broken and my skull splits into two.

LSD mixed with heroine makes one hell of a drug.