What really to get me for my birthday

Well if anyone is thinking about what to really get for my birthday which is on the 3rd of next month, here are a few ideas: A t-shirt that says “If you have boobs you’re my best friend”   A necklace made of rabbit droppings   A factory sealed bottle containing Carmen Electra’s urine.   […]

What to get me for my birthday

“Mobzilla, what do you want for your birthday? This is like the fourth time im asking you.” “When were the first three times?” “Probably when you weren’t listening.” “Well you can’t get me what I want.” “Maybe I can’t but id rather get you what you like.” “There’s a difference between what I want and […]

What i wouldn’t give for the one thing missing in my life

I had everything. Everything anyone would ever want. A good education, an excellent job, a nice place to live, a beautiful wife, nice kids and parents who cared for me. Every year my family would throw me a wonderful birthday party, invite all my friends and make the occasion as special as possible. It was […]

The Final Time

I felt today was like no other. I stayed in my room all day, hating everyone. But hating them for what? Only God knew. Not me. All I knew was that I was just fed up with everyone and their fake lives and the effect they had on me. I was having a hard time […]

A conversation between me and a taxi driver

me says: aquse me says: akuse me says: whats the bloody spelling me says: fuck me says: accuse ~Taxi Driver says: did u ever notice ~Taxi Driver says: fuck sounds like duck ~Taxi Driver says: hah u ver writing accuse as aquse? me says: yea ~Taxi Driver says: u bustard me says: really ironic comming […]

This is not a post

Well this isnt actually a post, I’m not in my depressed mode but im in no mode at all right now.Well some people might consider this a post.Hmm is it or isnt it? Now im confused myself!

Yesterday

I had two teeth extractions, one root canalling and one fluid filled cavity sucked out of my lower jaw yesterday. It was the first time I underwent general anesthesia. It wasn’t that bad but it hurts an awful lot now. Can’t properly eat. I was unconscious most of the day yesterday. Just before they took […]

How the circus is put together

This was the sign i read near our local school

Listen to yourself

“ What the hell is wrong with you?” “I don’t know! How many times do I have to tell you that?” “Well you better find out then. This cant go on any longer like this.” “Well do you have any suggestions? No? I thought so.” “Why don’t you just kill yourself?” “Why don’t I just […]

Anhedonia

Anhedonia is when you don’t get pleasure out of pleasurable things. I think I have anhedonia now. I feel so disconnected from everything. A day when people literally jump with joy when they discover that they have cleared their 3rd year at med school, was one of the worst so far this year for me […]