My Cursed Kingdom
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Second thoughts

November 1, 2015

I had been walking separately for several minutes, I could hear faint calls from my dad somewhere in the back, reassuring me that I had not walked off too far. The brush was thick and the ground was mushy from the overnight rain, making my boots heavier with every step as the mud stuck to them. […]

Gangrenous thoughts

April 5, 2012

You are my cancer. You are my disease. You are a gangrenous leg, that is rotting and falling off, piece by piece. But not falling off fast enough. The gangrene is crawling up slowly but surely. It wants to take over me. You are an injured limb, an injured limb I don’t have the courage […]

All is violent, All is bright

March 2, 2012

I paint your name on my wall. I watch the paint drip down till the ground. It messes up my wallpaper. I just stand and stare at it. The tiny drops rolling down the wall, racing against each other to reach the floor. I stand there and stare like a fool. I tear the wallpaper […]

Dying to live

January 31, 2011

Hey Mom, I’m sorry things haven’t really been great for us for the last couple of years. I’m sorry I’ve given you a hard time. You know what they say about teenagers, we’re always a handful. I’m sorry I made things so difficult for all of us after Dad passed away. There just wasn’t much […]

The last day of the world

August 29, 2010

I pushed the door open and made my way out of the cabin. My eyes blinded even by the fading light after several weeks of darkness. I could feel my eyes hurt even behind the sun shades. I put my hand up to cover them. I could smell the stench of the cabin on my […]

Nail in my coffin

July 10, 2010

The last nail that they hammered into my coffin wasn’t like the rest. It wasnt lining the borders, but infact it was positioned somewhere in the middle. It was hammered repeatedly. I could hear the hammer falling and hitting hard on the metal head. The nail was driven deeper and deeper with every blow. I […]

Life is death

January 15, 2010

Darkness lives and darkness dies, Empires torn by untrusted spies, Lessons learnt by guilty eyes, Ever lost yet no one tries. Fear felt yet fear denied, Coward souls’ win justified, Jesus never really crucified, Gut him out take what’s inside. Brightness dies and brightness lives, Everyone takes but no one gives, Enslaved by your own […]

A run through the last moments

July 27, 2009

You fear the worst. Then you panic. Your heart starts to race real fast. You beat your arms frantically. You forget all you know. You pull yourself under. You hold your breath. You throw your arms in every direction. You move your legs fast trying to push yourself back up. You manage to hold your […]

The invisible ninja

July 25, 2009

He was everywhere. Everywhere at the same time, for he was a ninja, the invisible ninja. I felt a hard blow to my face from the right. My head was turned away and as soon as I moved towards the right and extended my arms to hit my un-seeable foe I was shook by another […]

Those were the days

July 24, 2009

It’s not easy being 75 years old; it’s even worse being 75 and traveling on a plane. But the worst thing is to be 75, traveling on a plane and going to meet one of your best friends who is on his death bed. It’s not easy to be living away from your homeland for […]