Day break was still an hour or so away. Night still covered the sky like a dark velvet blanket; perfectly placed across the sky refusing to fall out of place. The moon shone dull with no intention of being any help to the wary.
Most souls clutched their blankets to their necks, disconnected from reality that awaited them come day break. As the earth revolved around its axis, inching at a snail’s pace to face the sun; one pair of eyes opened wide to the sound of a wrist watch’s alarm. Bakht Ilahi lay still in his bed staring at the small rusted fan on the ceiling of his so called home. He wondered for a split second why it wasn’t giving him the usual comfortable cold air in the midst of a fierce July summer night. He was quickly reminded of his heated argument the day prior with the electric supply company’s representative who was quick to tell him, “Sahib pehlay bill bharo phir aa kar baat karna!”
That thought made him wonder about the other unpaid bills that he had pretended to have paid and given false reassurance to his wife about. He looked at his wrist watch. He took a second to admire the remaining shine on his silver plated watch that smiled through the faded and worn out metal; arguably the most valuable possession in the room; apart from his family, of course. But could he sell his family and pay the bills one day, if needed? He sat up and looked around at almost lifeless figures of his wife and three daughters, all tucked away like geometric pieces of puzzles on the floor around his bed, patient and unwavering as the hot and dry night was about to turn into a day that would be worse.
School fees- due soon. He shook his head to dismiss his thoughts and got out of bed. He shaved his face with a worn out razor and rubbed some oil on his thick moustache. He ran his fingers over his ever increasing wrinkles as he looked at himself in a small mirror hanging on the side wall. He quietly made his way out of his single room house along with his bicycle careful not to wake the others up. He paddled his way to his shop in the town center, whistling to himself quietly. He was the proud owner of a malnourished cow, who should really be claimed as the bread winner of the family. He threw some hay towards his ‘golden goose’ and began to milk it. Out came liquid gold that had the magical powers of taking care of all unpaid bills. He took a deep breath and steadfastly went forward with his morning routine. A daily race against dawn. With his long faithful arms, he carried two large jugs of milk into the shop. He put on an old crackling transistor to listen to the news. Then like a magician he began to mix cups and teaspoons and pinches of different ingredients. Mixing and churning, repeating as needed. Finally after hours of untiring efforts and several hundred well calculated steps, out came the product he was so well known for; mithai. Pure delicious heavenly mithai. It was amazing how he could turn those raw ingredients into mouth watering and finger licking sweets of different shapes, colors and fragrances. It wasn’t a wonder that not many people in town wanted to compete with him at this business. Day after day, his lifelong learned skills kept their lives moving forward. It was his relentless mixing and churning that had put all three of his daughters in school. It was his attention to detail that had kept a roof above his family’s head, and he was proud of himself.
A couple more years and his eldest daughter would be able to finish her university education. Shareefah was a bright girl and was good with numbers. She would soon finish her accounting degree and get a job at a prestigious bank, Bakht Ilahi hoped longingly. Then with her help, he would be able to expand his business. Maybe hire another employee, or maybe buy another cow. Definitely buy another cow first. Cows are more trustworthy than new employees. Expanding his business would help his younger two daughters, Shabana and Sameena, finish their schooling as well and move up the ladder in life. What about tying their knots to possible suitors? Those hopeful young men will have to wait. Better education will definitely open better prospects for her darling daughters, regardless of what the townspeople had to say. They deserve better than what he was providing them with right now, and every day, every muscle in his body was adamant in getting them to that place.
He unlocked the doors, and raised the aluminum shutter as it made a thunderous sound. Bright rays of sunlight filled the dimly lit room and reminded him of how long he had been in the back of his shop working on his sweets. It was time for business as usual. Customers came and went, small talk, town gossip, loans and returns; all part of a day’s work. He kept sticking every penny into his drawer behind the counter, making mental notes of expenditures and earnings. When business slowed down, he would put on his transistor and watch the kids banter and laugh in the street as they would pass by. Occasionally he would take a cigarette break, making sure not be seen by anyone who could report to his wife.
It wouldn’t be till the sun would start to set that he would finally pull down the shutters of his shop and close business. He would sit down and count his earnings for the day, made sure his cow had enough food for the night, and then hop onto this bicycle and make his way back to his house. Home was where the heart was. Day in and day out he would follow the same routine and the wheels of their mediocre life kept turning along the way.
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It was definitely a day he could have done without when he got the letter from Himayat and Karim Ullah at the shop. Curious and confused, he put business on hold and made his way to the corner shop, where his close aide Ghulam Mustafa was toiling to mend shoes.
“Arey Mustafa, take a look at this. Can you read this to me? It looks official.” He handed the envelope to his friend who looked up from his crouched position.
Ghulam Mustafa inspected the envelope turning it around several times before finally saying; “It’s from the zamindar brothers.”
He carefully ripped open the envelope and took the piece of paper out and began to read it aloud. After a few lines his voice faded away and his eyes shot back and forth as he hurried to go through the document. Bakht Ilahi sensed something wrong, but patiently waited for him to finish reading.
“It’s a notice,” Ghulam Mustafa gulped as he delivered the news, “they want your house. They’re asking you to vacate it.”
“What? How can that be?” Bakht Ilahi responded unbelievingly, “I bought the house from Wazir Lal before he moved to the city with his ailing mother. Surely there is a mistake.” He took the letter from his friend’s hand and gazed at it aimlessly.
“It’s a notice from their lawyer. They’re claiming they own the house. They want to demolish it and turn it into a shop.”
There was a long pause. Bakht Ilahi stood there silent.
“But, how can it be? I bought that place with… with my own money,” he finally muttered, sensing the worst. Realizing he had no paperwork to prove his claims. Realizing he should have probably hired someone to do the paperwork when he had handed over all his savings to Wazir Lal in exchange for his one room house. Realizing the zamindar brothers were hands down the most powerful and influential businessmen in town and he had lost this argument already.
Life had been tough, but he was not willing to give up that easily. He had come this far not to be outdone by a piece of paper. Ghulam Mustafa advised him to seek legal council, which he did.
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“Aap kay paas waqai mein ghar kay kaghazaat nahi hein?,” the lawyer inquired looking up from above his circular spectacles, half suspicious f Bakht Ilahi’s story.
Bakht Ilahi could only nod his head in negative.
The lawyer gave him a long look before getting back to clumsily pressing the keys on his typewriter. No more words were spoken at the meeting that day.
Bakht Ilahi’s bicycle was the first to go, to cover the legal expenses. He had to bite the bullet and take his wife into confidence. Now the 15 minute bicycle ride had turned into a 45 minute walk in the dark. Bakht Ilahi was a persistent and hardworking soul. He soldiered on, day after day. His routine at the shop remained unfaltering. Milk the cow, churn the milk, knead the dough, mix sugar and flour, mix, roll, repeat. Mithai. He could feel it in every muscle of his body as he went through this exercise every morning. What would he do if he was to lose his home? What would his family do? He shook away those thoughts and focused on his mithai; cut into small evenly shaped cubes neatly wrapped in parchment paper and displayed in a glass case for everyone to admire. They definitely looked like pieces of art that someone had crafted with great precision. They tasted even better.
“The zamindar brothers have documents to your house,” the lawyer updated Bakht Ilahi while leaning back in his wooden chair and crossing his arms, “their lawyer is claiming they never even sold it to Wazir Lal. Unfortunately there’s no paper record of even that.” His office was no bigger than a closet and Bakht Ilahi felt there was definitely no room for the piles of papers that filled every empty spot in it. The conversation added to the suffocating feeling.
“Then sahib?” Bakht Ilahi inquired with a heavy heart.
“Then we take our matter to court and hope for the best.”
As Bakht Ilahi stood up to leave, the lawyer gestured with his thumb and index finger, “I’d suggest make arrangement for more.”
His daily hamster wheel life continued without fail. Broken and tired, he would still make it to his shop before dawn. He could feel his customers look at him with empathy. His body hurt, more than it used to. He wasn’t willing to let his spirit break. He had to do it for his family. If he could just get Shareefah through university, things would change; he thought to himself as he continued to craft his sweets. Lately the kneading and the mixing process had gotten longer and more painstaking. The hurt was both physical and mental. His perfectionism at his craft would surely never get affected by all this. Would it?
It didn’t take many hearings before the case between Bakht Ilahi and the zamindar brothers was concluded. The verdict unfortunately was not in Bakht Ilahi’s favor. The family of five was sent packing as the notorious businessmen took possession of a small disputed four walled brick house. It was no surprise that they were able to claim the neighboring four houses aswell. The next to go was Bakht Ilahi’s beloved wrist watch, it had served him well. He rented a small portion of a house to provide a roof over his family’s head. It was on the other side of town and even further from his shop.
As cash flow grew tighter, budget cuts were made. Shabana and Sameena with their sullen and teary eyed faces were seen in and around the house during daytime as they were pulled from school.
The nights were darker, the days longer and work more tiring than ever. The cow gave little milk now and was more of just hide and bones, as the budget cut hit it’s fodder with full force. Bakht Ilahi’s will power hung by a thread. He had withdrawn from his usual race against time. His body was pleading with him to give up, as he continued to mix his ingredients. He would go through the same motions, but wouldn’t feel the same way he used to. He was toiling to stay alive now. He felt like a slave in his own world. Mithai was not just mithai anymore, it was the last bit of midnight oil that would keep their lamp burning through the darkest night. The hot, humid and unforgiving summer days and nights had brought with them more than he had bargained for.
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Bakht Ilahi’s finished churning his ingredients and setting the big dishes out to cool, his last batch of mithai ever. He rubbed his hands together and watched as his breath formed small clouds of condensed vapors as it hit the cold air around. He never enjoyed the uncomfortable feeling of the changing weather that teased his ears red. Atleast now there was a thick beard to protect his face from the cold. He went about collecting the remaining few things in the shop and stuffing them into large black plastic bags. He felt much slower in the last couple of years since he had started using the cane. A cold gush of air came in as the shop’s door was swung open and a customer walked in.
“Bakht bhai, kee haal chaal ay? I see you’re already packing up the shop? I had heard but wasn’t sure.”
“Yes. That’s what God pleases,” Bakht Ilahi replied without paying much attention to the customer as he set out his sweets behind the glass display.
“You’ve been here thirty six years, and now the landlord decides to sell the shop?”
“I’m afraid so.”
“Then? Where are you headed?” the curious customer inquired.
“A close by town. Shareefah says she is looking for a job there. Lots of banks.”
“And you?”
Bakht Ilahi gave a half smile as he continued to set out the mithai.
“Anyway Bakht bhai, I’ll take all that mithai,” the short stocky customer said pointing towards the glass display.
Bakht Ilahi looked at him questioningly.
“If you have any more, I’ll take that too. The shops plaza is being inaugurated today. You know, where your house was?” explained the short stocky customer and continued, “I’m supposed to be distributing mithai in the crowd at the inauguration. Who doesn’t like free mithai?”
Bakht Ilahi started emptying out the display, placing the finely cut multicolored mithai into small square boxes and neatly stacking them one on top of the other.
“The zamindar brothers really did a marvelous job I tell you. If I’m lucky maybe they’ll let me manage the plaza one day,” the man beamed and continued, “they told me to get the best mithai in town, so here I am.” He took a piece of mithai from one of the boxes and stuffed it in his mouth. Licking his fingers clean he said, “Indeed, the best mithai in town.”
There was a long pause.
“I think I might have some more at the back, let me fill up these boxes.” Bakht Ilahi picked up the boxes in both his arms and proceeded to the small room at the back of his shop. He placed the boxes on the floor of the empty room and turned towards the plastic bags he had filled and neatly placed along the wall. He started looking through the bags one by one till he found what he was looking for. He pulled out a small box and stared at it. In his hands he held a blue colored cardboard box, that had written across it in a large red font the words; ‘rat poison’.
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